If your convinced that programming may not be the path for you, then stick to your current job and then use any free time you have to learn/practice programming.
The world of computer science is big; you have: software engineers, data-scientists, embedded device engineers, system-administrators - the list goes on. There is no single path in programming, therefore, you need to find what your interests are, as stated by
@simong1993. As I said, you're best to stay in your current job until you have a clear idea of what you want to do.
My other tip is when you begin programming, learn well and practice well. As long as you keep doing this, you'll keep an interest in it and you may even gain a career out of it. You'll need to find problems to keep you glued to the skill or else you'll lose interest fast.
Whether you're cut out for it or not doesn't only depend on your programming skill(good programmers write clean, readable, maintainable code, and they can understand what the code does) but also on your problem-solving skills, your communication skills(you will be working with other programmers a lot of the time), and your design skills(a well-written program needs a clear and concise design document that sets out exactly what the program should do and not do). Without these skills, you'll either be a hit or a miss.